rituals and sex

occupying equal space

alongside ponderings of

“Does true love even exist?”

and “Is there such a thing as a love of a lifetime?”

i ask not because i haven’t been a witness

but because i have yet to participate

it is of my own doing …

it is of my own doing …

letting my subconscious mind interfere

either too accepting or not accepting enough

rushing headlong or mechanically pushing away

or perhaps it’s true

i’ve been breaking through karma

and learning my lessons

in an attempt to purify my soul

for that one final divine connection

and perhaps not a single bit of this matters

completion and wholeness are in me

but i think it’s that very fact

that makes me want to cuddle