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my god

so many people have strong feelings about the concept of god, believing their god is “right” and everyone else’s is an idol.

my god doesn’t limit itself to a single ideology.  my god doesn’t need to be right, or the “one and only” because it is the only that has ever existed before we humans gathered thought about the idea of god.  my god is the god found in every religion.  my god is bigger than religion.  every saint, deity, and holy being is found in my god.

athiests say there is no such thing as god.  there is no proof of god.

my god is found in scientific patterns, evolution, and the divine connection of that beautiful number, pi.  pi connects all the dots that lay between each and every one of us and all of existence.  god is pi.  god is the individual human experience making it’s way through the world.  my god needs no proof.

my god exists in the air we breathe, the co-existent breath that circles through currents of air that brings the breath of those that live on the other side of the planet to us and back again.  my god is both the inhale and the exhale.

my god is in the water, which nourishes all things and brings life.  my god is all things living.

my god is the sun, the moon, the earth, the universe and the inter-relationship between all things found in space and time.

my god is the heartbeat, the pulse, the trigger of the movement of the heart: the inspiration that causes the involuntary muscle response, the rhythm, and even the movement.

my god is grace.  when life feels too heavy to bear, yet there is something that pulls us through and moves us forward.  that is god.  my god is love.  every smile, kiss, gentle touch, and kindness is god.

my god is in me, and in you.  because we are so deeply connected through breath, consciousness, and existence.  god is the connection between us.  god is us.

This Moment

Lately, I’ve been having a conversation with myself involving this moment.  For some reason, it has occurred to me (or finally sunk in) that this moment is the start.  The start of what?  EVERYTHING.

More specifically, I’m to the point where I feel that whatever has happened prior to this moment no longer has a hold on me, or me on it.  It took a while for me to get to this space, but I’m loving how it’s feeling!

See, everything before this moment has given me something.  Keep in mind, I’m making the choice to see this in a positive light.  I have already taken the time to sit with, and process fully, the darker stuff.  So, I’ve felt the pain, loss, anger, etc… and dealt with it to the best of my ability (which, fortunately, gets better every time).  But, now I CHOOSE to leave it where it belongs, in the past, and move forward from this moment with the gifts those challenges have given me.  Some of them are deeply imbedded in my being, like my ability to read people (which is a gift from experiencing violence).  Other gifts would be wisdom and knowledge gained by learning everything I could from the lessons I’ve experienced.  Have I learned everything?  Not yet …

So, right now, at this moment, I start.  Taking with me only the gifts, lessons, and wisdom I have gained through my experiences.  Looking forward, each moment.  And the best part is, I can make the same choice any moment I wish, from here on out.

And you can too.

Best wishes on your journey.

Open

oozing from your pores

entitlement

always wanting to

receive

rarely willing to

give

time to stand up

show up

grow up

and live for others

as much as your

self

everything else is a

falsity

a shadow

broken ideals

misguided

towards the image of

a god

hidden inside your

heart

let it be free

the undeniable

nagging

you feel inside causing

craving

when really it’s

love

going unshared which causes you

pain

let it be free

give it

live it

love yourself

open

fabric

lost in the dream of infinite reality

while reality begs me not to leave

i can’t stay … it’s not real

i see the fabric of life

woven in and out of things we term time and space

just experiences … shared on a public thread

this blanket of existence

pulled too high, it covers my true nature

and leads to the eventual suffocation of my spirit

too low, and i won’t know the grace

that comes from honoring experience

and time well spent living

best to wrap it around me

in a warm, loving embrace

enough to comfort, but not enough to bind

thoughts on consciousness

Consciousness is a choice, though most are not aware of this.  It is not an easy path, but a way of life.  Choosing to ask the questions under the questions and seeking the answers behind the answers, consciousness is about knowing all and choosing to love it as thoroughly as possible, all the while letting it go.  Some days are easier than others for this, when love flows freely through our being and we feel the interconnectedness of all things.  Then, there are days of restriction, fueled by lessons of the ego, where we unconsciously clamp down, grasping at life and limiting our world view.  This restriction comes, intensifying more and more until we allow ourselves to explode open into a release, signifying that this portion of the lesson is over and it’s time to integrate and become one with the beauty of our being again.  Those unable to release continue building pressure until they implode, causing further restriction and often damage to themselves energetically, physically, and emotionally.

Surrender is a hard lesson for most.  Our ego tries so hard to control and handle everything on its own, not trusting the state of grace that lies in the heart of the universe, which always gives us what we need and brings us back to center.  Often, it takes many hard lessons and the feeling of being beaten into the rocks by the surf before we relinquish, release, and allow the tide to carry us without struggling against it.  All struggle is based on fear.  Fear is what keeps us from being at one with our selves, at peace with the world, and from experiencing the full state of love.  Sadness, anger, lack all come from fear.  But, when we face these fears, digging deep into their truths, learning their lessons, and openly walking into them … that’s when we experience true liberation of the soul, the freedom of Being.

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